2.10.08

is it really "there's nuting i can do abt it..?"

hmz..its term break...suppose to be more hardworking..(as planned..but u know..tings dun always go as u plan..haha...excuses...=/) but...i've became as nua as ever...

maths...dunno hw to do...forget it...put one side...major assignment due on da 1st day of sch start...dunno hw to do...forget it...put one side...tutorial...? hmz...can consider...try ahz...(today..thurs...than i take out n try...see lar...wat "gd student i am...") dunno wats gotten into me...

was telling cy on msn...my mind kept drifting n drifting..dunno where it wans to drift to also...there's nuting at home...i even tried to stop using the com in da day...but...but...i stood up after doing a few questions..n start wondering n walking ard the hse...the next door neighbours..abnn..hasnt been home for wks...was telling xh...did someting happen to them...? dun wait we suddenly get smelly smell...so..today...i was so bored...i took a chair...n climb up to look over their fence to see if i can spot any clues in their yard..or hoping they nv draw da living rm curtains...tink im going mad...home sicking mad...

been tinking abt home alot lately..tink im really getting da sickness...arghz...shit...if 5 months can do tis to me..i cant imagine next yr when da 9months come n embrace me...s**t...was telling kai...if they seriously cant make it to visit me..i'll save n scrimp n buy myself a ticket home for da july hols...haiz..

spring is here...n weather has been bit crazy...its hot hot hot in da day...but sometimes...it can be very cloudy w no sun n strong cold winds...my face is getting from bad to worse..alr bu hao kan..but nw..is bu neng kan...so many yi li yi li on my forhead can...tried tying my hair..but my fringe nt long enough n i happily broke my hair band...nice...next yr im gonna bring extra everyting including hair band...!

haven been watching movies for ages...really miss going to da movies...haiz..too bad roommie dun like to watch eng movies...go back..i will cheong cheong cheong...been watching shows online too...hmz..20gb mite seems little to u guys..but to me..i can do wonders out of it..last month..i watch dark knight...these few days..ive been watching fated to love..but gotta watch da quota...careful cant exceed..if nt have to pay more money...glad tat ll dun use internet at home..they go back to their office everyday after dnr to use internet which is free..=D n roommie also dun really use much..so...dun waste ma...hehe...=P anyways...im suppose to monitor the use also...as long as they got enough to use...=D

went to seaworld on tues w xh n r n his ih frenz...i mean..since he got car..y nt tag along rite..? hehe...da journey there was damn quiet ahz...before tat xh was alr asking hw come we dun talk...but but..nt tat i dun wan to talk..he also dun have much response...so...listen to songs lor..lucky they're chinese songs..haha..at least we can sing to da tunes...hehe...=P ent fees to seaworld is quite exp...69bucks can...but go in saw dolphins...seals..lots of seagulls...polar bear n penguins...=D da shows were nt too bad...funny...n really very excited to see da dolphins show...see them do da turns...da leaps...n jumps...da interactions w da trainers...omg..they're really amazing creatures...u'll start wondering hw nice if im a trainer too...can work w such wonderful animals...ahz....=)

lunch was at seaworld...da amazing ting was...both me n xh finished our food...but they didnt...was telling her..coz we got da gt food cant wasted tinking...haha...though i was quite full..but i try to squeeze as much fries i can take..muahaha...save money until abit "short short" le...dnr was at sunnybanks...n on da way..i really learn my lesson of nt talking to r when he's driving...haha...he kept missing a turn or wat...going the wrong way...haha...so...shh...=X dnr was nt bad...chinese food...had fried hor fun w beef...nice nice..big plate also..defintely more worth than da seafood nasi gorang i had at hawken dr...had a glipse of wat sunnybanks had n wat to expect...tmr going...yeah...=D

alot has been going thru my mind...mainly home...love...frenz...really miss them...my family...my frenz...da one ting tat i really hate to happen is becoz of coming here...frenz become strangers...attitudez gals has been trying to webcam w me tis wk...nice...so funny of them..first they went kai's workplace..but as they were using clar's da mobile internet tingy..so da ting was quite lag...than they shifted to mac using tat ting...n they're damn bad lar..showing me tat they're eating sg food...or even mac..but nice of them to leave some for me..haha...tks gals...really miss u all alot..dun forgot our trip when im back k...n all da plans we have made...=D my poly gang...tink they're kinda busy w most of them studying in sch as well...my ncc gang...haha...received an email abt their outing..w our usual supervising conducting safety ting..haha...nice work guys...lets hope nuting will change between all of us k...? n i really wish ting will be da same w/o me ard...though there mite be less crap n lame jokes...muahaha...but...ya..be united ya...=D missing da feeling of being love n loving some1...where is my destiny..? where is my fate..? patience is running out...

some pics i took at seaworld...n on da way back...